Rapid Response

You know it, and finally you have given me the answer.

Speaking honestly, I didn't ready for it.

Your response is too rapid!

But since you want to fire it earlier, I accept it.

BUT acceptance doesn't mean I will give up.

I was thinking the whole night for yesterday, why don't I just be honest.

Today's presentation, i admit that I didn't bother you in the morning that because I did not know how to face you.

Hope you understand that.

Anyhow I would still do anything for you as long as you happy.

Maybe you will ask me stop wasting my time.

But I like to do that for the one I would like to be with.

Most of all, whether my day is rainy or shiny, as long as you are happy every seconds,minutes and hours, I would not expect anything more than that.

=)

I'm OK

Some of my friends said I look gloomy in this two weeks.

Yes, they did know what happen to me in this few weeks.

I had tried not to cause any disturbance to her, somehow I failed it!

Perhaps you would ask me, why must be this time?

I would really tell you that I have no idea, no reasons for that..

Feeling is not created by anyone of us, yet it comes naturally.

Gone through this few weeks, I knew that she was just paying her sympathy on me..

How naive am I that still believing miracle would arise someday...

Yes, I told myself and everyone except you, I would do anything just for you, but I wouldn't change because of you.

I didn't know whether all the topics that started by me was too tedious or you were just trying to entertain me by replying "Oh, Yeah, Ya,What,Haha.."

Maybe I am too rigid, but I have tried my best to know all your backgrounds, the problem is you didn't even provide me a chance to know you.

Whenever you need help, I just like a moron, attempting to offer myself just to make you happy and hoping probably one day you would understand everything i did was just for you.

Perhaps the slot in your heart is already filled up with someone,that's why i could see you keep running away from me.

Ignore me..OK, I understand, I am sensible, I know what to do.

Yes, I have guts! But not in this kind of matter.

I dare to challenge everything, but when comes to this kind of problem, I am entirely defeated.

It denotes that I am not a guy who really excellent in expressing my own feeling in such matter.

My friend told me that you were just fooling me....

I hoped that was not true...

Since that day you said I was annoying, I knew already, thanks for being honest to me.

Since everytime you need me, you would try to entertain me just to satisfy you needs, I knew already.

I didn't blame you, because it's all my fault, I insisted to do it for you despite i understood that there was no return.

As time goes by, I see the consequences.

Thus, I am trying to leave step by step from now.

That's why I am here to tell you guys, I'm OK.

Don't worry, my mind is crystal clear now~

I know what am I doing.

I will not jealous anymore, no matter who you mixed with or flirt with, boys or girls.

Your right, I don't have any right to constraint your freedom.

When I see you, I would still smile at you, greet with you, as long as you are happy. =)

Illusion?Truth?

Everyday, every night, every hours and seconds, i slap my face!SLAP MY FACE!

Just to clarify whether I am doing the right things,aiming the right person...

Chaotic~Fuzzy~That's how my mind now..

Four years ago, I had the awful sensation..

I used two years to forget about it.

And now, the same feeling comes again, just the different person.

Why you appear at this time point?

Invaded into my heart and reside there...

I had tried to empty it, but i failed.

How useless was I...

In this few days, I couldn't even study well, eat well, or sleep well.

I could only act and pretend well,because I don't want to make my parents worry about me.

Whenever I opened my book, I think of you.

Whenever I eat, think of you again.

Whenever I closed my eye, your face appear in my mind again.

Walao Eh, i can't resist anymore now...

Yeah, when you asked me, why I looked unhappy today? Because of you?

I didn't tell u the real answer, because I don't want to hurt you.

Even though I told you, could you solve the problem for me?

In fact, I was unhappy because I was struggling hard to know whether I really fell in love with you or just merely a friend caring. 

Another thing is how could I jealous to you when you were sticking with a girl...

yeah...My jealousy was incredible!

How stupid was I...

Whenever you passed by, I would try my best to have a look at you.

Two days ago, we had our steamboat dinner and I was quite happy that night.

I didn't know were you evaluating me or whatever..blah blah blah...blur..

By the time you went back, the first thing that turned up in my mind was I wanted to know whether you had already safely reached home or not.

Today, I have given you four characters - WXHN

You didnt know what was that..But I would still prefer you figured it out by yourself...

By the time you tell me that you know the meaning of the four characters, I would tell you the real answer within my heart...

Do You Notice The Dust and Spider Web in my Blog?

Hmm...it's been almost half a year I didn't clean up and update my bloggy..

By the way, you see the spider web? =D Yeah, it is hanging somewhere so i am here to clean it up.

So what have I been doing for this few months?

Yeahh..Another sem of degree started...

Study...Greeting with new friends...Shopping?No,no way, I am not that free...or whatever....

In fact, I am quite happy because the exam result of my previous sem is equally to what i have expected.

 My Dear Classmates

Morgan and My IS Lecturer

IMBA!!(LEFT to RIGHT)Morgan,Jen Hong,Kevin

The only girls in my class~(LEFT to Right)Zainab,Yenn Yenn, actually i am quite shy when standing in between of two little girls. Yeah..little..they are shorter than me indeed...=D

Nowadays I am quite busy with my assignment~

3 Large Assignment to be handled..GOD DAMN IT!!

Besides, I have some group mate that keep troubling me..

Another complex task for me to solve...

Responsibility is my first priority...Strictly, I don't like group mate who doesn't play their role at all.

That's my principle..If you are not contributing anything, please leave as quick as you can, don't leave any stupid stuff to other members.

Well, I am not saying that I am the most excellent one yet I always finish my job no matter how busy I am.

Sometimes, my words are pricky and straightforward because I don't want to play so many roundabout with all the things I want to mention. 

Correct=Correct

Wrong=Wrong

Anyway, i always TRY to confident with myself whereby I could accomplish what I want.

Hmm...I am craving for my new laptop~Incredible J!!!

Yeah!That's the one!The GOLD!

Elegant~

By next week, I can get it!!><'''

This time is real!!Trust me!!

Actually i am waiting for my daddy to bank in money for me~

In the meanwhile, a lot of people keep on asking me:"Are you gay?! What is so special about Jay Chou?!"

Frankly, you guys don't understand...This is about attitude!ATTITUDE! ok???XD

I adore him because he is talented.

Apart from music composing, acting, directing, but he also goes for designing.

Yeah..Absolutely..The laptop is designed by him..He provides his concept plus principle and apply on the designing of the laptop interface..

Hence, it's cool!