I'm OK

Some of my friends said I look gloomy in this two weeks.

Yes, they did know what happen to me in this few weeks.

I had tried not to cause any disturbance to her, somehow I failed it!

Perhaps you would ask me, why must be this time?

I would really tell you that I have no idea, no reasons for that..

Feeling is not created by anyone of us, yet it comes naturally.

Gone through this few weeks, I knew that she was just paying her sympathy on me..

How naive am I that still believing miracle would arise someday...

Yes, I told myself and everyone except you, I would do anything just for you, but I wouldn't change because of you.

I didn't know whether all the topics that started by me was too tedious or you were just trying to entertain me by replying "Oh, Yeah, Ya,What,Haha.."

Maybe I am too rigid, but I have tried my best to know all your backgrounds, the problem is you didn't even provide me a chance to know you.

Whenever you need help, I just like a moron, attempting to offer myself just to make you happy and hoping probably one day you would understand everything i did was just for you.

Perhaps the slot in your heart is already filled up with someone,that's why i could see you keep running away from me.

Ignore me..OK, I understand, I am sensible, I know what to do.

Yes, I have guts! But not in this kind of matter.

I dare to challenge everything, but when comes to this kind of problem, I am entirely defeated.

It denotes that I am not a guy who really excellent in expressing my own feeling in such matter.

My friend told me that you were just fooling me....

I hoped that was not true...

Since that day you said I was annoying, I knew already, thanks for being honest to me.

Since everytime you need me, you would try to entertain me just to satisfy you needs, I knew already.

I didn't blame you, because it's all my fault, I insisted to do it for you despite i understood that there was no return.

As time goes by, I see the consequences.

Thus, I am trying to leave step by step from now.

That's why I am here to tell you guys, I'm OK.

Don't worry, my mind is crystal clear now~

I know what am I doing.

I will not jealous anymore, no matter who you mixed with or flirt with, boys or girls.

Your right, I don't have any right to constraint your freedom.

When I see you, I would still smile at you, greet with you, as long as you are happy. =)